i miss u .. ):

2009-09-14T18:59:00.001+08:00

changed to http://xox0z.wordpress.com/ (:
relink thankyou !

study ! :D

2009-09-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

mega macspicy :X damn difc to eat lols .

some pics from sun .

lols so today had fun !

chattin n studyin .

&& i bought a mickeymouse organiser :X

cute !

lols n they were sayin , ya u keep writin on tt thing can alr .

dunid study liao LOL

n smth funny happen whn i'm in e lift just nw .

burst out laughin la jus whn e lift door closed .

n made me choke on my food .....

lols i'm crazy right now so byes !

:D

2009-09-08T09:06:00.001+08:00

went malaysia on sun .

have fun !
n i'm goin out to study lata .
to get my study mood back maybe :X

2009-09-05T16:42:00.002+08:00

pics taken at marina barrage lols .

damn bueysong someone now .
fuckin attitude .
and know what ? what she say abt me ?
say i go out study cause i want to SEE GUYS . TALK TO GUYS .
wow ur so pro ! yes i purposely go out STUDY so that i can see more guys .
interact with them MORE .
seriously i dunno what to say .
when have i ever bothered abt them ?
even my frens wont say that .
i attend acp , thn say what cause i want to tok to frens .
lols yesssss so correct !!
acp is so fuckin fun because i can talk to my frens !!
hahas .
even if i study , she'll still find fault with me .
whatever .

2009-09-03T14:19:00.000+08:00

my tarot card readin !

Near Future: The Lovers

Accept that choosing one means letting go of the other.

The card in the Near Future position indicates which way the wind is blowing with regard to your situation. If you follow the Advice card, however, you can improve on or neutralize tendencies.

With the Lovers in this position, you must discriminate carefully between the options that are presenting themselves to you. You may soon be in the position of the youth in this image, who must choose which potential partner or path will be the most compatible and fulfilling. All the options are attractive. However, know that when you choose one, you will likely have to give up any others.

Soon you must make a decision and commit to it fully. Use whatever maturity, wisdom and good sense you possess to determine the direction most appropriate for you. Then say no to any other possibilities, no matter how seductive.

Daily Lesson: Knight of Pentacles

Do whatever it takes to get your job done correctly and efficiently.

The card in the Lesson position represents the personal investment or sacrifice required to derive full benefit from your current situation.

The Knight of Coins (in some decks, The Prince) in this position requires that you buckle down to the work you need to do. Necessity is demanding that you stretch beyond your normal comfort zone and let go of any cravings for immediate gratification.

There will be rewards, but that's not the point right now. For some reason everybody involved is being called upon to make a heroic effort. Anything less will not be enough. Push has come to shove.

Situation: The High Priestess

Speak the truth from a position of neutrality and centeredness.

The card that lands in the Situation position refers to the circumstances you find yourself in with regard to your concern.

There is no need to take the actions and reactions going on around you personally. Be grateful that you still possess a strong sense of objectivity.

It takes will power to resist the urge to form opinions, take sides or sit in judgment. Keep your emotions in check as you watch the situation closely; you will discover what is really going on. You may be the only person involved in this matter who is capable of taking an objective view.

Advice: Nine of Wands

There is an important place for rest and recuperation in any endeavor.

The card in the Advice position suggests a course of action which will harmonize what you want with what is currently possible.

When the Nine of Wands is in this position, you have done everything you can to bring a situation to a successful conclusion. The full range of possibilities has been exhausted and all the creative energy that is available has already been put to use. This may be a great time to lay down your concerns and enjoy a rest. There is nothing more to bring to the mission unless you regenerate and restore the energy you have put into the cause.

While it is praiseworthy to give all you have for something or someone that means a lot to you, masochism and martyrdom are ill advised. Take a break. No one can fault you for it now.

Challenges/ Opportunities: Strength

A balance must be struck between survival and spiritual motives.

The card in the Challenges/Opportunities position reflects how you can use creativity to turn a crisis or challenge into an opportunity.

The Strength card in this position challenges you to calm aroused instincts, angers and desires without suppressing life force to the point where vitality is lost. This requires balancing the urge for control with the urge for natural action.

Find the way to enable the raw lust of the animal nature to be civilized by the spiritual power of higher standards. When you find that balance within yourself, you can begin to model it for others and perhaps offer some leadership during this exciting time.

all are quite true except the last one ._.

Pics .

2009-09-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

Popeye ! sucks man $8 for this kind of rubbish food .

2009-09-01T09:12:00.000+08:00

" Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted."

maybe ? o.o

2009-08-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

Firstly , HAppy teachers' day to all teachers (:
lols .
sat , watched year one !
lols funny show .
thn tonned for e night to study
has fun as usual !
went pasir ris park early in e mornin .
walkwalkwalk .
was like screaming -.-
real crazy .
polluted the peaceful morning ...
n was like damn hot n tiring carryin those books .
LOL thanks man thanks bros HAHA .
aft that was happily playin ,
n when we were leaving .
there was a caterpilla on SOMEONE's bag .
LOL .
was running away n i feels so dirty ..
and this keeps them damn awake hahas .
went white sand aft that ,
blarblar thn homed .
slpt from 12pm - 6pm .
thn ate pastamania ,
n bought my adidas shorts ! :D

ok ByeS !
maybe postin pics !

2009-08-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

fuck man i'm still thinkin abt it ..........
ahhhhhhhhhh !
crazy -.-

whywhywhy .

2009-08-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

omg !
my cousin attended my cousin graduation ceremony ,
andand joshua ang is sittin beside her !!
><
ok n she said he went there for his gf graduation too ._.
waaaaa .
damn shuaizx .

another thing ,
one day i shall go to those countries to hlp ppl !
cause its like ,
i like countries that are peaceful (:
was watchin e tv just now .
got 1 guy is like lookin aft his siblins while his parents are away .
poor , but , i like him man !!
can see that he's really a gd person la .
hais .
too bad how many sg guys are like that ?
:X

having eng exams tmr !!
SIANS !
i hate thinkin manzxzx .
gdluck to me !

2009-08-26T18:06:00.002+08:00

People dream because it allows them to mirage a world where all of their desires and wishes came true, without any social restrictions.

damn true .

2009-08-26T17:10:00.000+08:00

so for e whole afternoon i'm slpin n jus woke up .
sick n tiredddd .
had another dreams .
its like .......... nth to say .
i dreamt that my cousin bf have 4 hse ,
so my cousin whom im stayin with also ,
like decided to move in so everyone move in la .
its like a private hospital -.-
we 'stayed' in e 3rd floor .
n whn im in e lift with my another cousin ,
we forgot what floor we stay ,
so i was like think maybe is 10 ,
cause its familiar ,
we went up n saw alot of patient there ,
thn we remembered is 3 .
whn we rch our room the door is open ,
thn saw 1 kid on our bed .
she saw us n went out .
kind of creepy man .
n b4 that , b4 we 'move in' .
there was this toy that can injured ppl .
ok hard to explain .....
n i have this deja vu .
so was like askin my cousin n uncle NOT to go out to e forest ._.
n seriously , i dunno why e hell i will get this kind of dreams -.-
its like alot of time alr la .

2009-08-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

didnt went to sch today .
had diarrhoea aft eatin sch's chicken rice !
n now my stomach still turnin la zz
had 3 dreams , 3 diff ones . lols .
and all are bad ones .
wokeup think abt it n i cried lols
is like ya because everything is true ,
so what if it is a dream ,
i have been treated like tt what ?
ask yrself what attitude u have whn u talk to me .
if its a guy , or a fren ,
i think they have an option whether they want to treat me like tt .
but u ? haas , from tt day onwards , i have lose my trust in u .
totally .
like what u told me , DUN EVER TRUST PPL .
lols . i don't think that way , but i guess u will be e first one i'm not goin to trust .
thats my life , n how i'm fated to be .
can i change it ?
no .

2009-08-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

ok i really dunno what is happening to me -.-
slpt at 6pm-6am -.-
n i was like damn blur .
its like whn im slpin ,
alot of things is happening .
like alot of ppl talkin at e same time , me walkin here n tere ,
like totally damn weird n confuse -.-

ok , LETS STUDY N HAVE FUN !

nites :D

2009-08-23T16:40:00.001+08:00

wooo ~ XD

see e time n see what tt person is doin ! HAHA

fun !

he looks like he's gonna pole dance :X

hardworkin ! XD

$3 kitkat -.-

WONDERFUL DAYYY .
n i haven sleep at all -.-
been like 34hrs HAHA .
went like at 11pm .
1st thing whn we rch there .
EATTT . lots of sweet stuff n i was like damn crazy .
so BLARBLARBLAR alot .
thn started studyin .
have lots of funzxzx .
went up to study ,
thn ate mac bf at 6am :X
walked around , went coffee bean .
n i've been drinkin lots of coffee .
thn went to shoppp .
was not tired at all !
watched cartoon ,
aft tt went to tampines .
watched ' where got ghost ? '
damn retarded n funny n scary -.-
aft tt went to eat n just rch home !
HAPPPYY ! :D

pics .

2009-08-20T18:10:00.001+08:00

add like more thn 4 packet of sugar inside -.-

i didnt thought of that -.-

LOL . thinkin of this makes me laugh :X

HAPPYYY (:

2009-08-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

FUCK LA . walao
lao wupo si wupo .
u old witch just fuck off n die .
walao was walkin home with my cousin n she see me like duno wad .
its not even like stare n look away .
is from far away till beside me mouth moving
aunti liao still like tt .
face so saggy liao now eye poppin out ?
ewwwww .
dont try to act young pl0x .

2009-08-15T11:50:00.001+08:00

" Never believe what the lines of your hand predict about your future because people who don't have hands also have a future. Believe in yourself."

2009-08-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

why must ppl die ?
sometimes whn u think u will die one day ,
everything seems so useless .
end result = nth .
life , a dream ?

2009-08-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

loves :D

O_O

national day , grabbed from fb :D

study study study !
damn no feel no mood .
but no choice .
n glad that there is smth that makes me laugh everyday .
happy n sad . lols .
n lastly ,
e reason why i'm postin today .
is to thank all my friends ~ !
seriously ,
in life ,
i have lots of good memories .
because of really good people i've met .
thinkin back n now .
i have a fren , a really gd one from 3 yrs old ?
aft that cliques , really nice too ,
although we have diff personalities ,
its a great time too .
when i met with problems ,
thanks to a group of ppl ,
whom i wont be meetin in my whle life now .
but still i'll miss u all .
n also cousin n bro . LOL
really have fun , n those days was also e day .
i was like tellin myself ,
' i'm really very happy , problems-free , doing things i like , best day ' (:
now .
cliques , classmates , and alot of others ..
thanks for being there for me .
your advice , remindin me to studies ,
and cheered me up .
thank-yyyss !
ur are e best (:

i'll miss those days .

2009-08-12T22:36:00.001+08:00

no use hopin for things which will NEVER come true .
this is life .
why why why !
this is not smth like , if u work hard u will get it .
like studyin , u can do your best .
relationship , it can be change .
nth can hlp it .
whether u cry or feel sad until u want to die .
THATS REALITY .
hais sadded .

HYUN JOONG IS DAMN CUTE ! (:

2009-08-11T19:30:00.005+08:00

so today sch was still ok i guess .
high ~
thn blarblarblar !

there's nth i can say .
but i'm just disappointed .
is that what u called true friends ?
promises ?
no matter what i say .
in my mind is still ' i hate you ' .

i love hyun joong !
><

2009-08-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

deleted some post .
n opened my blog lols .
n boys over flower is really nicezx :X
damn slow LOL
why isit that guys in show are all so good ... !
bought cds ytd niceee .
watched seven pounds today ._.
quite nice eh .
n i'm havin flu e whle day zz
ok BYES .

2009-08-06T21:47:00.001+08:00

i'm still angry .
n u make it worst today .
fuck man .
WHY MUST IT BECAUSE OF U .
SB DUAPAI SIA .
so now what , everything planned are GONE .

was quite happy just nw .
laugh n laugh .
n now i start thinkin of things .

hais .
why must it be now . NOW .

nvm .
chingyee u can do it .

2009-08-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

life's really unfair .
life really sucks .
its always like that .
when u did nth wrong .
not backstabbing , saying all those hurtin words to someone .
in e end , everyone would just push e blame on u .
wtf .
i really cant understand it .
someone who's so sly , acting infront of everyone else would get what they want .
sometimes i'm thinkin , should i just be e bad person n say everything out .
i just cant stand it when ppl start accusing u .
n u cant do anything abt it .

and YOU .
fuckin hell just stop yr sarcasm .
i just cant tahan u anymore .
ur not YOUNG n IMMATURE like us .
and i cant WIN u cause ur an adult .
n everyone think its my fault .
and whatever i say ,
nobody ever believes in me .
u lied to me .
u backstabbed me .
wow thanks .

good ppl die faster .
true true .

2009-08-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

ok here's a quote -.-

CY (: says:
WALAO
U SKINNY PIG LA
PIG NV EAT
ALSO WILL SKINNY WADDD
CNT FIND ANYTHING IN E TOILET BOWL TO EAT
AWWW
):
xx says:
HAHAHAHAH FUCKING FAT PIG TRYING TO DEFY THE LAW OF PIGS AND SAY THAT PIGS IS SKINNY
NEXT TIME GO STALK PIGS LA AND FIND OUT WHEATHER THEY ARE SKINNY OR NOT

and btw nobody is stalkin this idiot LOL .
sucker !

2009-08-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

went taka n ion today .
my leg is damn pain man .
my toe got blueblack ):
bought new bag , file n pencil case .
i want a new HANDPHONE n wallet .
sians sia .
imagine yr hp batt cant even last for a day ?!

ok so this is a quote abt someone who's damn slow
enjoy ;D

CY (: says:
-.-
omg cherry is damn niceee !!
xx says:
cherry?
CY (: says:
YA
wth u duno what is cherry ?!
xx says:
lol
the fruit?
CY (: says:
YA LA
-.-
what else is called cherry

hais sians .
lessons again tmr ):

2009-08-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

your biggest enemy is yourself .

it's about overcoming , not trying to forget .

2009-08-01T11:13:00.003+08:00

had installation ytd .
skipped physics n amath acp :X
cool ~
planned to eat mac breakfast today but all of us wokeup late lols .
i wan e hellokitty toy !!
collect them all !
sooo today i duno i don't want go xx house -.-
i want to buy alot of thingzxzx sianss .
tmr goin malaysia .
lols n i found a hellokitty open beta game o.o
sians stomachache .
1st thing i ate when i woke up .
ICECREAM ! -.-

andand i'm so gonna buy ashley new cd ~
she's damn cool man .

2009-07-31T21:18:00.001+08:00

maybe some words are better left unsaid yea ?

2009-07-29T23:00:00.001+08:00

forget it .
deleted my post .
n i think i have serious stm .
i always forgot e word that i want to say out .
zz

xxx says:
Fuck you!
You better at least pass
Please
I sponsor you for the things you wanna get if you get 9mark below

Am not looking down on you
CY (: says:
i guess i can only get tt marks in my dreams ):
xx says:
Xxxxx
Study la!
Confidence
Where's your courage?
Knowledge?
Pride?
CY (: says:
no where
jk
LOL
xx says:
_|_

2009-07-28T19:40:00.001+08:00

i hate u .
why cant u just understd that ?
from e day i was born .
have u ever encourage me ?
only forcing me to do things i don't like .
n thinkin i wont say things out cause i was so young n nobody ever believe what i say .
when my results are gd . what did u say ?
lols now its too late alr .
stop comparing , because when it was gd , u nv like it .
at that time when i was so GUAI n listen to what u said .
what u say abt me ?
now i've chg . don't blame me for that .
thanks man .
everytime when i've problems ,
u will start being sacastic .
lols ? omg thats e best thing to do man .

2009-07-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

2009-07-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

okk soooo .
i think i'm quite high nw -.-
didnt slp last night ,
yea went buangkok to have supper .
aft that went home ,
usin com and all .
thn feels hungry n eat again .
i dunno why my stomach is making all those noise whn i'm eatin so much alr .
so blarblar until 5 , and i slpt .
woke up at 8+ .
thn yea went to eat lunch at duno whr -.-
saw li nang xin there .
damn full .
thn went to eat icecream .
nicee n nice place too .
aft tt went orchard ion .
walk around , thn went to duno what place to have CHICKEN FEAST .
3 ppl eating 8 piece chicken 2 burger potato wedges n onion ring .
damn full .
n we look like a family rite ? HAHAHA .
ok lame .
gonna study now .
n i'm so not looking forward to tmr .
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-07-25T10:30:00.001+08:00

2009-07-25T09:43:00.000+08:00

have fun ytd ! ;D
addicted in playin pupe !
XD

2009-07-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

the toy i playin ! HAHA .

ok all e pics are in a mess lazy ~ -.-

2009-07-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

went to watch The haunting in connecticut today .
nice show :D

lols was playin this website , where i need to take lots of picture .
HAHA damn retarded .
and i'm playin with my toy now .
micro baby n aquapets LOL .
damn cute sia can slp n talk with it one .

hais sians no mood to study .
i dunno what is my problem la .
lazy post pic zz .
shall go write my diary nw HAHA .
nites ppl ! (:

2009-07-22T22:12:00.004+08:00

went for checkup today .
lols so there was like 4 doc n 1 nurse .
they were nicee (:
went to eat delifrance n also bought lots of things from 7-11 nicenice !
aft that went back sch to take listenin .
n blarblarblar .

persevere !
i shldnt get soft-hearted , again .

2009-07-19T09:50:00.004+08:00

have fun ytd . LOL .
got so addicted :X
feels so contented hahas .

so many things i want to buy ):
- jacket !! $120
- hm3 cd ! $20
- new handphone ! ):
- cl (g) $84

and lots of things planning in progress :X
- shopping !
- go batam ! (on national day?)
- kbox !
- party ? :X
- cut down on junk food -.-
- study's plan outside .
- outin on mon ?

andand .
i don't want to go homeeee grr .

forget it ,
da ren bu ji xiao ren guo .
n i'm jus disappointed because i know
what u said was just because of yrself .
friends ?
i've gt nothing to say .
plain selfish .

2009-07-15T20:21:00.002+08:00

edited my post .
hais .
whats with all this mixed feelins .
i cried not because i'm angry or sad .
because i dunno what to do .
thanks to everyone all the while .
and i still miss them .
maybe thats e place tt i can forgot all my probs .
but i know everything has to go on .
life's just too short .
time is just too little .

time heals everything .
面对现实

2009-07-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

was quite crazy today .
LOL .
xiaoling -.-
stop giving me all those weird faces zz
u have everything nw isnt that what u want ?
and i love all my friends la lols ! ;D
thanks for being there for me ,
listening to me ,
cheering me up ,
n worrying abt my studies for me .
I'M SO HAPPY (:
no backstabing ,
no hypocrite ,
no actors n actress ,
peace (:

2009-07-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

Aries
The Bottom Line
You may feel as if you're running in place, but you're really moving forward.
In Detail
Today marks the beginning of a new phase of your life -- suddenly, your outlook is going to be much more positive. You understand that things are possible and that you are capable! Starting new adventures and tackling new challenges feels exciting instead of intimidating, and your ambitions are going to be reawakened. This is a perfect day to take on a new goal -- pick the toughest one on your list and start moving toward it today. Success might be a long way off, but it is coming!

yes i can do it !
;D

2009-07-12T19:23:00.002+08:00

ok wouldnt go in details what i did today .
took bus to hg mall ,
and to downtown east .
and thn to e beach .
and my legs are quite tired now LOL .
chatted all the way in e bus .
i dunno why i get so excited whn i'm talkin abt smth ,
n thn aft that i'll told myself , ok back to reality .
lols ?
so was thinkin , since was talkin to someone abt playboy n gal LOL
be playgal not bad ar at least can forget n love someone easily .
ok but no -.-
i cant do both of that zz
ok and thats e end .
& i hate tmr .

maybe thats e end of our friendship , everything .
i dunwan to remind of whatsoever shit .
n i still cant letgo of my hatred .

2009-07-12T09:29:00.014+08:00

i'm e audience hahas .

was suppose to act dao -.-

act cute .

yumyum HAHA XD

i feels like bashin this face LOL

just woke up .

n i spent my whle night thinkin abt how i hate someone ?!

wth ._.

be honoured man that person kns LOL .

and i think my aunti hse seems like bakery shop .

there's like tons of cookies , e pizza bread , 2 whle oreocheesecake n choco cake , 1 whle of cheese bread , 1 whle of ham bread n 1 whle of pizze e bread .

LOL . see alr also full :X

made cookies , n we 2 were like praising how nice isit infront of everyone HAHA .

keep eatin n eatin until damn full ~_~

ok will end my post here .

gonna bathe n go ooooout .

byessi ;D

2009-07-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

xx says:
he last time got cre8
haiyo ur memory stick very low memory
oways forgot things
we 3 play b4 oso
=.=''
go change a better memory stick (: (: (: (:
see i so good remind u
tyty
i noe i very good
thks
god bless me
thks
CY (: says:
LOL

ok another one ~

xx says:
I go out now lol
I go downstairs find food
CY (: says:
ok
LOL
go dusbin find food
XD
like cat like tt
xx says:
My house 3-storey

xx says:
lolz
k =.=
i oso shy liao
u see my pikachu in my display pic. 2 red spot beside the face liao
u noe y they got red spot beside their face?
coz ppl kip say them cute
den they shy liao
same as me lar
ppl oso kip say me cute
CY (: says:
LOLOL

joker him HAHA .

2009-07-09T22:16:00.006+08:00

HEHEHE .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! XD

no afternoon n acp for today . shiookkkk ;D

so went aunti hse with sj , slacked awhile ,

n went hg pt to buy cake .

walked around thn went back .

aft that meet e rest to surprise bc HAHA .

ok i guess not really a surprise LOL .

n all e ppl were present manzx .

ok gonna do my FnN now .

argh i'm damn tired .............

byes ~

i shall persevere ;D

felt better aft saying things out (:

photos .

2009-07-08T22:00:00.008+08:00

sj's heart shape . LOL

'studyin' day ._.

2009-07-07T20:53:00.004+08:00

Sun : was laughin at some vids LOL . aft that went to eat some curry thing at Tampines there . and smth happen HAHAHA !

Mon : went to study at bishan library . ok nt really study :X did some of my emath hw . while e 2 of them seems hardworkin LOL . shopped around n ate pizza hut . aft that went to try to catch toyss . ok sucks -.- got a freakin small n ugly @$!$ LOL

Tues : yea the usuals . and i went for ACP . omg i've to attend acp like EVERYDAY ? ohya today was damn funny during recess . i was holdin my lemon tea bottle n got counsillor say what cnt bring in sweet drinks . so i went to bc , n we exchg bottles , n1 manzxzzx LOL XD and yea i showed her my lemon tea bottle with plain water LOL so lameee ;D

and i really think that i have lots of great friends ~
thanks alot seriously .
u all really make me realise alot of things ..
when i've probs no matter bgr , studies , life ,
there's always people i can turn to .
tyyy ;D
i'm halfway through there and i can do it right ?
lets make my word come true .
this very 1st time .
(:
and i've prove to myself .
i'm liking my life now .
;D

2009-07-05T12:50:00.002+08:00

hihihi .
ytd went amk , watched Ice Age 3 .
quite funny lols .
aft that we went elvi's hse .
slack .
thn cabbed to bugis there .
lan-ed thn went to eat with benj and e 2 other frens .
aft that from there walk to ps .
went to e arcade ,
thn left there .
to buangkok ate n shop .
and rch home at 1+ .
had quite alot of fun la lols .
n i'm so happy that mon is a holi ^^

weird attitude .

2009-07-04T01:14:00.003+08:00

sj n bc came my hse to bakeee .
hahas .
e biscuit was nice la !
but i think we ate too much while chattin until i become full :X
so aft tt was watchin videos n all .
HAHA coooool XD
and lastly ,
i love key XD
ohya n i watched fnh Thread of Destiny .
nice show ~
sweet couples ~
ok i'm off to slp nw .

2009-06-30T23:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPYYYY .
sch today was not bad .
all e chers rocks man .
LOL .
slpt almost throughout chi lesson cause ya cnt hlp it -.-
amath was nt bad .
n yea my chi oral on nxt wed ! ;D
lots of things tt make me happy HAHA .
multi-taskin .
the tv , my game , msn , phone .
ok at least i know smth XD
& yea i'm goin to complete my amath hw NOW !
bye-sssy !

i dont like yr attitude .
i dont like yr face .
i just hate u and get yrself out of my sight la -.-
suck on that bitch .
don't judge a book my its cover .
ur one very gd example zz

there i've alr forgotten .
n there u are askin n askin again .
WTF U WANT MAN .
stop yr sacastic words .
n i swear to myself i wont tell u anything AGAIN ANYMORE .
friends are stil mre trustable .
and mind u , stop having doubt on ppl .
tellin me not to trust anyone .
because i think tt u must trust ppl 1st in order to gain their trust .
and e 1st one that i'm nt gonna trust is u .

ok end of story .
i'm not goin to say my happy things HAHA .
the world is made for ppl to be happy .
because one day all of us will die
and who cares whats goin to happen nw .
live for yrself .

2009-06-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

andimjustgonnafacethisgoddamnprobnw .
becauseiknowonedayi'veto .
i'llbehappynomatterwhatsgonnahappen .
ichooseitnthatsitla .

2009-06-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

currently : chiongin my coursework .
LOL .
chiongin in an enjoyin way .
i shall only complete it in the mornin from the speed that i'm doin nw .
zzz
hope tmr wont have aftnoon lesson D:
or tmr mornin wakeup n they announce that we dun need to go sch due to h1n1 .
YAYYYYY !!
i hope so ._.
so yeaaa holi ends so fast ):
i haven enjoy enough ...........
anw went to cine with sj, fi , bc on fri :D
watched Thread of Destiny .
nice show manzx ! chiobu n lengzai ......
so touchin . how i wish this kind of guy will happen in my life ~_~
n aft tt bc found out that there's a drama for this mv which shows e endin LOL
i must watch it laaaaaa !
so yea have fun ;D
went bishan with ehAMKay on sat .
watched Transformer2 . and i felt so slpy that i actually slp -.-
aft tt went cine , without zy , actually planning to find e game thing but failed z
its actually at The Cathay .
so zy came , and aft tt lan-ed .
was havin pvp , excitin :X
and make them piss off :X

no mood now laaaaaaaa .
nt used using my brain again .
teacher catchin me again .
doin what i like again .
this sucks -.-

2009-06-25T16:33:00.004+08:00

couldnt really rmb what happen this few days -.-
i really think that i have stm -.-
aiya but who cares la can forgot things that i don't want to rmb .
sometimes i wish i could have an accident or what to erase my memory ._.
maybe then , i could start everything anew .
hais . n i think i need to right a diary to hlp me rmb things zz
holi endin soon .
& i just don't have e feel to STUDY .
coursework n coursework ):
math n math .
but i promised i wont have last min study alr so stress .
i feels so tired now ~_~
had been slpin late n wakin up early nowadays .
ohya i need to remind myself ,
that i watched Pelham 123 last sat .
nice show .
n watched Hannah Monana last last sat .
nice show too .
;D

fuck laaaa .
i shall rmb what i swear ,
i promised myself that .
& forgot how GOOD u are .
because u ain't one .
because i'm too naive .
because i always tot ur a GOOD person .
because i don't listen to what other ppl say .
because u are not e u anymore .
and no way will i ever be softhearted anymore .
no way will i ever have tt little feel for you .
and u know how hard is it to hate someone .
i'm just annoyed by things u did .
just be a lil bit more sensitive can ?
sometimes i will think of things i really regreted doin last time .
things i did last time i can only say sorry .
but things u did .
i can only say we are equal now .
i don't owe u anything now .
ok maybe what i have said is too bad .
ur good at times too .
and i hope this friendship wont end yeah .
sounds contradictin but ya .

to ... : i'm sorry . i cant hlp u whn u have probs , and whn i have probs , u are always tere for me , even if its smth tt makes u sad .

to ... : sorry . ur a nice person . and i'm a bad person .

to ... : maybe that friends foreva , a joke from me , turns things bad .
all i can say is , i'm really happy that time . and i don't wish to say anything anymore .

to ... : i know wad u did for me , i know i know it all , but i jus wont show it out , because i cant , i'm nt used to it .

to ... thanks for everything u did . i cant imagine life without you . must wait for me to repay u .

i think i have said things in my mind out .
no matter what happens ,
i think that life isnt really abt live n died right ?

1 mre week !

2009-06-20T11:04:00.010+08:00

at pizza hut

i didnt took this -.-

guess what i'm doin -.-

at seletar tere .

some random pics .

lost lots of them which are in my HP .

zzz

anw i ate 3 oranges today ._.

cause drank orange juice squeezed out from 3 oranges .

LOL damn retarded .

yea lata goin out .

and i'm feelin weird now cause of smth -.-

ok byes !

2009-06-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

hihi .
had been playin n trainin for e whle day .
tired :X
lots of things happen too ,
and i learnt how to control my anger ._.
seriously its .. @!$!
games are jus games , don't take it too seriously .
so was talkin on phone nw ,
was told that today , is FRIDAY .
omg , fast .
i think i lose track of e day cause i'm chiongin d .
yea so off to slp now -.-

i duno what e hell i want ,
i duno how everything would turn out to be ,
now its e time i can change things ,
but i jus don't feel like doin anything .
no regretin manzxzx .

SADDEDDDDD

2009-06-13T00:25:00.007+08:00

Happy bdae issac ! :D

sooo before i start whining n scoldin , let me talks abt what happens today .
mornin , used com awhile , and went to meet jolyn to buy stuff .

went back aunti hse to bake cake , n soon aft beechien came .

bluffed issac that we have lessons today LOL

so went compass , kunhow n kuangjun came n to iz's hse .

surprised him n went to amk watch Drag Me To Hell .

nice show -.- excitin -.-

was like screamin cause things were like unexpected zz

aft tt went orchard with cousins .

shopped around .

AND I LOST MY PHONE IN THAT DAMN FREAKING TOILET .

all thanks to my carelessness but still i'm angry n sad zzz

and that person actually off my phone jus aft awhile .

fuck her . thanks for hlpin me to 'xiaozai' (:

u wont have a gd life i bet .

no mood . zzzz

so went home , ya gt my hamsters .

n i feed them with whatever i eat ._.

i shall torture them today ......

sb sians la no phone so hard to contact ppl .

and somemore i'm goin out tmr ):

byes ppl .

2009-06-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

was quite sians and went to look at my previous years of post .
fuck la see alr heart pain sia gt everything i gt alr still so emo .
zzz
HOW I WISH TIME CAN TURN BACK .
why did i made tt decision at that time ?
haissssss forget it .
things changes , everyone changes .
i shall cherish and be happy abt what i have now before i regret it ._.
goddamnit ..............................

2009-06-09T22:50:00.003+08:00

stopped my game .
my butt damn pain cause i'm sittin on e floor .
wth -.-
right now i'm watchin a show quite sad .
hais i think death is inevitable sometimes .
one day , i will fall sick n suffer n .
maybe e most impt thing in life is tt we ejoy it .
somehow i still cant imagine me being old n so diff from nw .
time wont go back , cherish our life .
i almost lost my life once .
maybe everything is a lesson for me .

ok shall stop mentionin things tt are sad .
i just receive a 'good news' O_O
okkk .
nvm , anything , just follow yr heart (:
n for whatever thing , i wont regret again zz .
tmr schhh i feels like pon-in .
howhowhow .
and i feels so hot nw .
knsssss .
ok gdnites .

ohya ! HAPPY BDAE JESPER ERZI !
LOL and GDLUCK ehh .
be happy n hope yr wish come trueee .
u know what i mean hahas !

2009-06-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

today , went to sch , nt bad though lols .
went home , played .
SO SHIOK LAAAA gt wings alr :D
was like talkin e whle day .
and i'm goin to do my hw now .
not slpy yet (:
arghh feels so sians to go sch tmr .........
but i shall go ):
nites .

whywhywhy .
i'm afraid i'll regret .
both ways .
nvm i shldnt think abt anything nw .

2009-06-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

mornin , dragonica .
and half slackin .
nice :D
aft tt went jov's hse .
zy n jov tere in e water , me halfhalf -.-
childish ppl HAHA .
yeaa n had lots of fun too !
ordered 2 family meal from pizza hut .
-.- 3 ppl 4 pizza they really are v prooo lols .
chatted .
thn went to climb e 'rock'
n e security guard duno pajiao or wad didnt say us :D
so shiokkk .

and thanks ppl who makes me happy today (:

ok i'm tired .
gdnites everyoneee .
ohya n i manage to pass sigsig LOL .
nice song thanks to ch hahas !

i need a new laptopppp !

2009-06-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

had lessons today . AS USUAL zz .
sians tmr gonna have eng oral at 3+ wthhhh .
was chattin on phone and playin jus nw .
i hate this damn shitty com ! ):
hope i can get a new one real SOONNN zzz
& i'm havin moodswing cause of zzz
ok nvm i shall not get sad or get too high nw -.-
and i'm still confuse abt smth ._.
i'm tired now . gdnites !

2009-06-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

chged blogskin .
i'm lazy to blog actually .
life's still not bad .
and i can went high because of things :X
ok byes .

2009-05-31T23:41:00.002+08:00

went vivo with bro n cz today .
yea n e performance was nice (:
slacked and all .
relieve stresszxzx .
manage to study abit .
i hope i can rmb it !
n most imptly e format .
& i think 2 of them is like havin puberty like tt eat so much .
walao thn i no appetitte cause everytime i eat my stomach turn n turn -.-
i hope i wont get diarrhoar tmr wtf .
anw i'm quite happy laaaaa :D
hehehes .
lols n was laughin abt oral thingy jus nw o.o
n chatted all e way back .
chi o lvl tmr ):
wish all those taking all e best yea (:
& i hate seeing ppl who can play n relax nw GRR .

somehow it makes me regret what i did .
n smth surprised me -.-

2009-05-31T12:35:00.000+08:00

xx says: eh call me ._.

xx says: u got mic boh ? -.-

I say: GT

I say: LOL

I say: COMEON

I say: shit

I say: but this ebuddy

I say: zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

xx says: ...

xx says: gd point .

damn it i want my msn T.T
ok goin out now byes .

2009-05-31T10:31:00.004+08:00

woo so happy she go out alr ^^
lols and i can go out happily at 1 .
finally PEACE .
ytd went to amk with ehAMKay .
wasn't still quite well so ya .
watched Terminator Salvation .
and i cant differentiat between e guys -.-
went home earliar at 10+ .
feels like vomitin aft eatin n went to slp .
in e mornin wokeup n have diarrhoar 2 times kns .
there goes my only meal of e day ytd zzzzz
goin out soon i'm well enough alr i guess .
ohya and thanks MsHu my chi cher (:
u never giveup on students like me even till e last mins .
thxthxthx (:

guys are whatever (:

xx says: hwachong beta thn ri .

xx says: hwachong their art and science stream need 3 points ley .

I say: thn y e aggr ri is higher ?

xx says: ri is their science 3 .

xx says: art - 4.

xx says: aggr is PSLE ma i tot .

I say: yeps thn y kh dun wan go hwachong !

I say: o.o

xx says: ri nt bad also luhhs .

xx says: i mean , all branded sch luh

I say: YA LA

xx says: can be compared to rolex, cartier, gucci.

I say: KNS

I say: LOL

xx says: LOLS

I say:

I say: Y ONE ALSO LA

I say: WTHWTH

I say: LOL

xx says: Y ?

xx says: who is Y ?

I say: YR*

xx says: huh ?

xx says: who is yr ?

I say: yr sch !

I say: -.-

xx says: orh chey .

xx says: my sch nt that branded luh .

xx says: can be like ..

xx says: ehhh ..

xx says: macdonald , kfc , charles and keith onli -.-

I say: thn mine kpt ?

I say: ._______. !

i feels so low-class compare to them LOL .
cousins all in gay sch zzz .
jkjk .

2009-05-31T10:18:00.002+08:00

DAMN IRRITATED .
knn .
was slpin ytd nite and gt disturbed by u for duno how many times .
woke up early in e mornin still tere kpkb so noisy .
fuckin hell la just give me some PEACE can .
keep naggin n screaming just make me don't have e mood to study .
@!?!#

2009-05-29T18:13:00.002+08:00

I HATE BEING SICK .
fuckkkk
i swear i won't curse myself again zzz
n ya what a nice timin ):
and i thought i don't need to eat medicine again zz
get well soon chingyeezxzx .
argh sucks .

2009-05-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

was playin maple LOL
long time nv play alrzxzx .
thinkin of tmr = uber sians la !
parents need go meet farid or normala
n i shall not be tere zzzzz
wish me gdluck ~_~

argh everythings in my hand now .
howhowhow ?
but both way i wont really be happy la ):

2009-05-28T15:12:00.002+08:00

i really regret goin to sch today .
wtf .
wokeup late , bt still i GO SCH .
late , need to do dc , nvm alr .
n thn gt caught for this n tt .
spoilt my mood early in e mornin .
wasted 2+ hrs , sb tired la .
i swear nxt time if i'm late i wont go sch alr .
kns say what beta late thn nv .
i'll rather got never thn being late wthwth .
tmr mtp nice one la .
screwed zzzzz

2009-05-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

didnt went to sch today .
had checkup .
n wtf wait for more thn 1 1/2 hr .
before me there was 5 ppl inside knn family gathering ar zz .
so cold outside thn still need to wait .
anw e doc was nice :D
sooo aft tt went to slack .
went ch's hse at 1st thn to bb court .
weather so damn hot zzz
slack slack slack .
thn went to playy .
lols nicee one man i shall pass my amath !
if nt i'll blame someone HAHA .
ok lame . had some kind of fun lols .
thn went home , thn to hg point .
walk around , n here i'm .
& sry for late reply of msg . i'm lazyzxzx :X
byes !

arghhh .

2009-05-26T22:14:00.018+08:00

saw e durian ?

nice scenery (: spot e merlion lols .

e durian just above our head .

pics .

i'm lazy to do things . zzz

i don't hope for anything now .

shall see what happens .

lols .

anw had lunch with jcfsbs today !

wooo a full one (:

chatted n all .

sians same thing tmr again for lessons .

just watched a show ,

& i'm touch by what e guy can do for e gal la .

thats really true love manzx .

even if there's any obstacle , loves still stay strong .

but i guess tht wont happen to me lols .

nites .

isit so hard to forget someone ?

NO .

2009-05-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

today had chi n eng .
i'm damn tired , partly because of e flu zz .
aft tt had FnN practical , which i don't know its for o lvl -.-
n somehow it was frustratin at 1st .
cause couldn't do my things well n need to use tissue n tissue n tissue . zzz
aft that went bb court , slacked .
had fun ? LOL .
so yaaaaaa was msnin n being high -.-
tired , but my hair is wet now n i'm lazy to use e hairdryer zzzz .
&& i cant believe tt i have forgot abt so many things .
if nt tt u all talks abt him , i wont even rmb a thing .
lolol .
n it seems like everything is repeating again .
LOL no wayzxzx i wont fall for that .
i'll have fun without any of u (:
i guess LOL .
& today i saw someone in sch not with sch uni .
so cool la ~~ -.-
lols ok just ADMIRE .
and its not because they look alike (:
sianssssss 3 chi essay to write wth .
lazy zzz .
and my biggest wish now is to have a new laptop !!
):
argh nites .

learn to love lesser , thats e way (:

2009-05-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

had fun today n smth just spoilt my mood .
i'm damn stress alr n there u are spoiling everything that i'm looking forward to .
and for e first time i feels like dieing like right now .
i hate life .
i hate everything that i have to go through .
i hate e truth .
i hate reality .
i hate being me .
n i shall starve myself for this week n let e history happen again .
kns i know u wont regret anything until whn everything happens again .
n i shall prove to u that i can do whatever thing if i want to .
know me well .
u sucks .
think u can control me ?
i'll prove to u i can do things worse thn u can imagine .
i dun need those fuckin attitude n those sacastic remarks .
just get out of my life .

i hate :D :D LOL

2009-05-24T10:57:00.003+08:00

ARIES
The Bottom Line
Your life is a fluid and always changing -- and you're flexible enough to handle it.

In Detail
Your life is fluid and always changing -- now more so than ever before. Things keep shifting, and these alterations might require some painful or at least slightly uncomfortable adjustments on your part. You might even have to postpone some big travel plans you were looking forward to. The good news is that any changes you make don't have to be permanent, so don't worry about it. You're flexible and smart enough to know how to do what it takes.

horoscope is so v trueeee o.o
just tried cooking my mushroom soup .
quite nice eh HAHA .
i thought it would be v ..... ahem .
omg i'm so prozxzx ^^
tmr is FnN practical but i only tried 1 out of 4 .
sians sia .
&& wth jus now i tryin e soup thn duno who tell me use my hand so that it wont drip on e table .
in e end drip on my hand damn hot n pain zzz .
n scald my tongue kns la zzz
goin out soon to suntec .
wooo shall have lots of funzxzx (:
lots of things to buy .
&& i can buy hamster !
i wont abandon it seriously , u shall seee !
1 for $18 , lazy go other shop see alr .
tmr lesson until 5 sibei sians .
nvm .
BYES .
omg just rmbed fri is mtp .
fuck laaaa

amk , suntec , buangkok .

2009-05-24T01:49:00.017+08:00

photos taken at Buangkok with bro n cousin (:

out with ehAMKay as usual .

went to amk , jubeated ,

and then went to watch night at the museum 2 .

nice show :D

went to suntec aft that for game fest .

confusing walkin in a place with so many ppl lols .

after which we went to eat pastamania ,

thn saw brendan n chester , thn to game fest again .

aft that slacked around , chatted , ate .

have a nice dayzx (:

went off at 11+ ,

ate at buangkok , n thn slacked with bro n cousin .

lols had fun too , with many milipedes around @_@

rch home at 1+ .

&& i'm nt tired today .

ok shall go off alr .

gdnites everyone .

puppy loves is enough (:

LOLOL . lame stuff .

2009-05-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

You Have a Fairly Strong Willpower

Temptation doesn't get the better of you all that often.

If you set your mind on a goal, you'll do your best to achieve it.

And while you don't have a perfect record with willpower, you do okay.

If you fall off the wagon with something, you're usually not off the wagon for long.

Is Your Willpower Strong?

Your Money Personality is Chaotic

When it comes to money, you don't know how much is really coming in or going out.

And you don't know how much you need to live... and possibly how much you have right now.

You spend recklessly on whatever strikes you at the moment.

And as far as savings go, you don't have any. You're lucky if you make it to the next paycheck.

You need to start keeping track of what you spend, what you save, and what you have.

It may not be pretty, but it's better to know than not know!

What's Your Money Personality?

Your Taste in Music:

Teen Pop: Highest Influence

Pop: Highest Influence

Hip Hop: Medium Influence

Adult Alternative: Low Influence

Country: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you.

You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone.

While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable.

Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

Are You Approachable?

Your Friendship Style is Gregarious

You love being with people, and you find it easy to make friends.

Hanging out with your friends gives you a real charge, and you tend to be busy every night of the week.

You enjoy interesting conversations and shared activities with your friends. Your motto is: "The more the merrier"

While you love your friends, you don't love it if they put demands on you. You don't think that friendship should be about obligation.

You and an Empathetic Friend: Are get along best one on one. Your Empathetic Friend loves talking about your social circle but may feel left out when the whole gang is around.

You and another Gregarious Friend: Are a perfect match. You've finally found a friend who's as outgoing and fun loving as you are.

You and an Independent Friend: Are well suited for each other. You don't put too demands on your Independent Friend, and your Independent Friend finds you fascinating.

You and a Philosophical Friend: Are pretty different. You're high energy. Your Philosophical Friend is more cautious. You'll have to meet in the middle and learn from one another.

What's Your Friendship Style?

You Are Flirtatious

You are outgoing, talkative, and incredibly social. You love swapping stories and jokes.
You're optimistic and enthusiastic. You're both good at being a cheerleader and at cheering people up.
You are a very charming person. You make connections easily, and you love harmless flirting.
Sometimes your charm can turn against you. People tend to think you're a better friend than you actually are.

Are You Flirtatious, Fearless, Factual, or Friendly?

You Are Truth

You are communicative, talkative, and honest to a fault.
You love telling others about yourself, but not as much as you like hearing about them.
You connect easily with strangers. You're very open, and you can find common ground with people.
You love to gossip and tell secrets. Telling all is how you get close to people.

Are You Truth or Dare?

You Live an Exciting Life

You are anything but a bore. You make sure that life is full of excitement.
You have an adventurous spirit, and you don't like to sit still for too long.
If you feel like doing something, you don't think about it. You just do it.
There's no way you could ever live a boring life. There's too much to do and not enough time.

Is Your Life Boring?

You Need Friends to Be Happy

You are a friendly, social person. You seek out connections and relationships.
Being close to others is very important to you, and you don't like discord.
You feel great when you're cooperating and working with others. You enjoy belonging to a group.
Nothing makes you feel worse that feeling alone or alienated. You want to be liked by those around you.

What Do You Need to Be Happy?

2009-05-21T19:56:00.003+08:00

life still goes on .
i shldn't be thinkin abt anyone now .
thanks alot zhiyong and chanhong kor (:
and thanks shijia n siying for tellin me abt my results n FnN things (:
thanks dylan for being tere for me , n nova , ben .
lots of things to do .
want to go clarkquey , suntec , maybe merlion n sg flyer , kbox , n movies , buy thingszxzx .
june holi coming , time to fulfil them all .
n lastly , i shall love myself (:
but still , heart pain sia zz .

2009-05-20T20:06:00.004+08:00

stresszxzx ):
study .. andand ..
anw today lesson was ...
ok i guess . chi lesson was uber sians and i fall aslp .
AND i gt tricked by lisaaa , siyingg , alvinnn and shaunnnn .
OMG . i cant believe it manzxzx .
was like smsin .... callin ........ lookin here and tere .......
&& everything was right infront of me -.-
feels so retarded LOL .
gt tricked by so longgg n i dun know a thing ._.
bt nvm it did cheer me up (:
chiong to hg pt to eat .
lols perspiring sibei hottt .
aft sch stayed back with zhiyong n chanhong .
planned to STUDY .
but ended up goin sch , played .
chatted alot .
thn went hg pt chat n eat .
thn back homee .
anw thanks alot korkors :D
sians need to hand up coursework tmr D:
and practical on mon which i haven even try at home .
argh this sucks .
byes .

sadsadsad .
forget it .
i feel uber sad for myself .
kns .

sorry . n thanks for everything .

resultszx .

2009-05-19T18:46:00.007+08:00

pics up (:

today went to schhh and took our results .

ok , only some .

failed eng paper 2 , hope can pass my overall (:

failed FnN , which was like much predictable .

passed emath , wooo .

and scored a pathetic 9/100 for amath :X
lesson learnt : no last min study .

o lvls coming , so many things to do ):

shall have fun during june holis !

and aft o lvl .........

WOO DAMN SHIOK LA !

imagine goin out everyday ...... play games non-stop .........

okayy .. but before that have to suffer for o lvl T.T

and i shall really miss all my sec sch friends ):

hais .

shall end my post here .

byes .

emptiness .
jus have a weird feelins sometimes .
maybe as u grow up things changes .
its like not everytime u wan someone to be tere , there will be someone tere for u .
although teres always ppl tere for me to sms or wad .
but its not e same la .
but i tink overall i've become much hmm ..
learnt a lesson and become mre indepedent ?
sometimes i really dunno myself .
how can i gone thru all this .
they say like for some ppl it'll affect their whle life .
but me , see i'm strongzxzx . lols -.-
but its really a v not gd feelin whn u woke up , see ppl u dunno , a place u nv were in ,
and ppl around u siaosiao one .
thinkin of it , i dun mind goin to chalet again LOL .
jk . theres lots of things for me to do now .
no time to waste .
hais . no matter wad , live still goes on .
i think all this wont last .
i know things are jus so wrong .
but whenever i wanted to ,
i just feels so she bu de .
but i guess thats not an excuse now .
maybe one shot and for all .
sad but , there's nth i can do alr .
no matter wad , i know i've tried my best , for e very first time .

be happy manzxzx (:

2009-05-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

went to compass today .
rch tere at 3 .
while waitin walk around ,
n everything was damn blur cause nt wearing contacts .
-.-
i think its becoming mre blur n blur n blur -.-
and thanks for talking with me on phone lols .
:X
so zy came , walk around buy things lolol .
chatted . laughs o.o
thn went homeee .
missed my stop . so had to walk longerrr .
andand aft tt went hg mall .
ate and all .
and here im !
at aunti hse , high ! :D
ok nites . byes (:

screwed .

2009-05-18T13:05:00.002+08:00

ya , things will change .
nice song anw by taylor swift .

anw ytd celeb zhiyong's bdae at jov's hse .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYONG KOR (:
and thanks kors ytd lols :X
so there was
zhiyong , jovian , chanhong , lipin , audrey , chester , brendan , jacob , shihong , jerry .
ytd .
went downstairs for bbq , played .
and went up for jaccuzi .
slacked and all .
went home at 12+ .
and thanks jovian , have to clean up e hse whn its so late .
(:

today woke up at 10+ which is like so rareeee for cy .
and sorry to those ppl i cnt meet .
ok byes .

wtf is wrong with u .
i hate selfish ppl .
i hate u .
i feel sad for myself .
is it wrong to treat ppl better ?
save so much money for what .
to have more money left whn u die ?
save money for medical bills ? or buy a better coffin for me ?
wth .
we live to be happy .
to do what i like when i can .
worry and this and that for wad .
if we were meant to die , u walk on street also will get killed .
fuckla .
aiya i don't want to care so much alr .
if things are meant to go well it will .
don't want to do anything alr .
what is life manzxzx .

2009-05-16T01:54:00.008+08:00

cutezxzx .

skinnyyy .

shall upload e others nxt time (:

exams over ; and here comes another zz

2009-05-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

today is a long dayyy for me .
lols .
fun n niceee .
i almost forgt that i have exams today :X
it seems so long ago o.o
anw amath was ........... gg .
i cant rmb a thing ):
aft that went home prepare .
was late :X paiseh .
meet lisa n thn went amk tgt .
thn to taka .
reminds me of .... but i guess everything seems so diff now .
soo walked around with lisaaa to find themmm .
nicee lols o.o
bought things , have funn .
thn went homeee all go separate ways and board e mrt with jamie .
anw Happy early bdae joy ! :D
aft that went serangoon to eat e lobster porridge .
need to wait 30mins for e seat ~_~
so went around . e dog in e pet shop is damn cute la D:
thn went in , was like veryyy hungry alr .
thn at first they like give e sour vege to eat .
walaoooo . and then give drink ...... omg wad i need is foodddd -.-
was talking non-stop i guess :X
aft that went ikea .
i'm crazyyy .
too hyper today zzzzz .
thn ya by e time i rch home , energy drained .
TIRED .
NEED TO SLP .
AND SO NITES (:

2009-05-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

i feel so un-loved .
lols ?
its always everyone else smsin me this and that .
how am i today blarblar .
thanks alot my friend .
but i dun see anything in u .
maybe hopes in u were gone .
things u said , hmm .
i duno .
but thinkin of things cant hlp feelin sad .
plus with this com , frustratin la hais .
no mood to study sians results sure like shit .
tmr last paper .
jiayous chingyeezxzx .

one word ; study .

2009-05-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

hate exams zz .
cnt play games sians .
sadded because e game is goin to close soon D:
need to study chem, physic and emath for tmr .
sians laaaaaa .
n i'm gonna miss e gameee .
feelin very weird nowadays whn i saw smth or aiya i duno how to say .
o.o
why is that soooo lolol .
ok stop my crap here n go studyzxzx alr .
nites (:

i dunoooo .
i think i'm getting use to everything .
&& cy must nt think so much .
not anymorezx .
treat me well , and i'll do the same .
if not ,
hoho .
lols lame -.-
i missss .......... (:
ahqing LOL jk ;

ytd's pic .

2009-05-10T14:46:00.006+08:00

orange juice ._.

no gamesss ):

2009-05-10T14:25:00.002+08:00

hihi .
lols . HAPPY MOTHER's DAY !
to beechien mummy XD
LOL . n thanks erzi (:
ohya n happy belated bdae to yongkiat (:
ytd .
in e mornin was playin gamee with jov n zy . addicteddd :X
niceee . but e sad thing is that MY DAMN SHITTY LAPTOP GRAPHIC LIKE SHIT .
ARGH . had to use bro's laptop n com to play siansss .
how i wish i got my macbook now T.T
went bishan with ehAMKay aft that to watch xmen .
niceeee (:
thn went to amk .
jubeat , n thn slackeddd all e way .
decided to go home early at 9 to play tt game .
ch come my hse take game , i installed it in another com n cant play .
hang like mad . ):
hais . i think they playing now but i cnt play ):
continue ~ thn go amha hse awhile .
was tiredd .
went buangkok . ate , played , walk around with cousin n bro .
thn went home at 1+ .
now need go study for FnN D:
hope i can passss .
byes .

SSSSS ):

2009-05-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

ss tmr .
i think i cant rmb alot of things damn gg .
today lesson was nice .
lols slack all e way .
thn went home .
aft tt someone come my hse .
laughin at retarded things .
n my com is like filled with ugly things now ._.
phuacheewye LOL :X
joking .
aft that slack and study .
i hope i can pass my SSSSSS .
&& was talking abt e alarm this mornin .
e room from 5+ to 8 alarm ringing non-stop . me , my cz and bro's .
LOL . and i didnt even realise mine until it was 1hr lata :X
anw thanks jh kor for e many jokes ytd (:
okkk . no mood to study ..
shall go slp . gdnites .
WISH ME GDLUCK .

2009-05-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

whle body achin ._.
waist , arms , back and my toe hurts zz .
ytd's e last lesson . quite fun lols .
dunno shld i continue anot .
anw sry ppl for e late reply ..
i know i always did LOL .
so today , lesson was okk .
i love my sitting arrangement :o
aft sch went to slack with ehAMKay .
korftw (:
aft tt went hg pt with wj n yk .
walked around . ate .
and here i am .
didnt study today .
hope i can use e whle night to study :X
byes .

listened to a song that someone asked me to few mnths back .
it suits my feelins now .
n i finally know how u feel .
maybe all this is retribution .

i dunno , dunwan to care .
no use alr . hais .
nvm i shall be happy (:

weird day o.o

2009-05-04T19:07:00.002+08:00

ok start off my day with a very very very bad mornin .
emoo day -.-
i think if lsk disturb me today i'll jus grab smth n throw right into her face .
LOL .
i can do anything when i'm feelin so .. not me ._.
but gd thing is e moment i rch classroom i gt cheered .
thankszxzx (:
lessons went on quite fast today .
chi lesson , wasn't feelin so gd .
but aft tt it was ok .
i dunno whats wrong ._.
didnt went for FnN .
but in e end cher also nv come :X
hengg .
and a miracle happened today .
my printer was spoilt and somebody say wanted to buy another one .
i tot it would be like afew years before i get a new one .
but that miracle happen today LOL .
ok i'm lame .
byes .

2009-05-03T01:54:00.003+08:00

jus rched home .
went amk with jov n zy .
today wasn't like e usual sat o.o
no movie no lan .
jubeated , slacked awhile .
went jov's hse aft that .
slacked . thn went paya lebar tere .
aft tt to bishan . walked around .
thn went off at 11 + .
to changi airport .
glad i wasn't really tired (:
walked here and tere and here i am lols .
endin my post here nites .

can u be trusted ?
hais .
thought abt things .
how i can be happy everyday .
how good if everyone on earth can just be simple for once .
i miss alot of ppl .
miss ppl who makes my day .
miss xx who i've trust e most .
miss xx who makes my happiest day .
not forgetin ppl who are always there for me .
thanks for e msg everytime when i'm sad .
thanks for askin me to study .
thanks for the fun u all have brought .
everytime i thought of things , sad ones ,
its always because of what u all did that pull me out of the sadness .
i know i've let alot of ppl down .
really thanks for e effort .
i understd everything u all have told .
but jus a matter that i wan to do it anot .
i shld really force myself to do things , or i might regret it lata ,
there's no time for regret .
no point lookin back to e past .
at least i know it did happen once .
i hate a person now , hais but forget it .
i've promised smth and there's nth i can do .
this feelins sucks when u have things troublin u n u cnt tell it to anyone .
n to xxxxx stop seekin attention telling ppl u cut yr wrist .
if u're not cutting because u wan to die
thn what i can say is that u don't need to waste yr effort (:
hais stressed .
this mye i shld prove to cher esp LSK that i can do well .
p , frens , n myself .
i hope i can .

maybe all along , it wasn't real .

o.o

2009-05-01T19:12:00.003+08:00

changed blogskin and url (:

sorted out things .
lols .
thought abt things .
and ya i think that the lesser u love , the lesser u get hurt .
i've understood this .
thanks people .
was puttin my photos into e album .
lots of memories came back .
lots of nice one .
but e more its nice e more u will feel sad lols .
and just now i really duno why i got so angry .
although it wasnt me but i really hate ppl who play with other's ppl feeling .
fuckyou go die .
no appearance + no heart = a piece of shit .
bully my erzi . zzz
andand . feels like goin xxxxx and xxxx with e same person .
not that i want to get back e same feelings .
but i really miss e place .
its like 2 day at there , it feels like we've stayed there for v long .
e familiar surroundings .
its impossible for everything to be e same .
but it became once possible because of 2 ppl .
THANKS (:
ok i shall end my post here .
byeees ;D

2009-04-29T00:02:00.001+08:00

smth jus spoilt my mood .
forget it i shldn't think so much ):
i hate studin , i hate sch ):
i hate me , i hate life ):
stresszxzx .
byes .

2009-04-26T12:11:00.011+08:00

ehAMKay :D

taken by eunice lols (:

cutezxzx .

hihihi .

went amk as usual with ehAMKAy ytd .

went arcade, jubeated . they are pro @_@

watched knowing aft that . was a nice show :D

aft that lan-ed .

died 2 times zz sians diao .

played a game which was so excitin :x

scary .

aft that went to pizza hut .

LOL somebody complain complain complain hahas :P

aft that elvi came .

and and seriously their service sucks zz

total bill $90+ ,

we walk off with e money on e table and they don't even care abt e money zz

aft tt went amk and slacked .

nice day (:

aft that went buangkok ate n walked around .

went home at 12+ .

tired !

today , mornin jus slacked around at home .

e weather is so warmzxzxzx . zz

exams on tues SIANS .

the end -.-

2009-04-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

2 things made me sad n angry today .
but hais forget it .
i'm disappointed and thats all .
used to it .
went to lisa's hse aft sch with jamie n felicia .
played with hamsters .
lols i kinda miss my hamsters . shall buy a baby one (:
aft tt went sch , didnt went for acp . sry lisa .
aft tt went kovan with zy , ch , eunice , nic , jav , n his bro .
aft tt jav , n his bro left thn e rest of us went to nic's hse .
wanted to study , but i guess not lols .
have quite alot of fun tere :D
ate , watched show , rch home at 11 .
ohya thanks korkorS for today LOL .

ok going to do my things now . nites .

u are a weird person .
i think i shldn't msg u alr .
dunno whns e rite time .
nvm .
to what i have heard , no matter wad
i always believe ur a good person .
hope things wont prove me wrong .
i know things are goin to end .
i hope it wont have to , but ya i guess it will .

and u , i really duno what to say .
are u really hlping me .
don't judge a book by its cover .
u can be a good fren .
but i dun think u shld say such things abt someone u dun even noe .
and i dun think u will be happy if i say tt abt yr fren .
i dun wish to lose a good fren .
thats all i can say .

sad abt you , her , them .
happy abt having gd frens n things that cheer me up .
i'm tired .

2009-04-23T22:47:00.010+08:00

brothers/sisters for life ! HAHA .

hardworking cy like ever .

~_~

at buangkok .

lols ehAMKay without ch ..

stressed life .

endless things to do everyday .

homework homework n homework .

study study n study .

things that annoyed me .

things that make me sad .

everything just wont stop n end .

kns what is this .

anw today , the usuals .

somebody prank called me jus now .

lame ! but i didnt get fooled lols .

some pics ~

2009-04-21T20:40:00.002+08:00

ytd . didnt went to sch .
headache flu cough .
wasnt in a good mood zz
went back to sch for FnN n oral .
aft tt chatted awhile .
thn went to hg pt with ehAMKay .
lols went mac . slacked .
aft tt went aunti hse thn went down to slack -.-
thn went home ~
today . dun feel like studyin :X
had ss acp until 5 .
thn went to eat with bc n sj .
aft tt went to study ~
chatted .
lols jia lo mi XD
laughs . cute .
so ya here i'm :D
i think i'm in e mood to study now :D
so byes !

2009-04-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

funny quotes XD

I say: i cant imagine if jov has a blog

I say: lolol !

I say: nahhhh

H.A.W.X says: LOL

H.A.W.X says: www.my-emo-complainsaboutfood.blogspot.com

H.A.W.X says: LOL

H.A.W.X says: thts his blog link

H.A.W.X says: LOLOLOLOL

I say: LOLOLOL

I say: imagine he complain everyday everything in his blog

I say: LOL

H.A.W.X says: wow man

I say: fuckin service la hongan la wth

I say: LOLOL

H.A.W.X says: i dling game so slow

H.A.W.X says: LOL

H.A.W.X says: AHHAHAHAHA

H.A.W.X says: PIZZA HUT

H.A.W.X says: DAMN

H.A.W.X says: NABEI

H.A.W.X says: SERVE US LAST

H.A.W.X says: CHEEBYE NO SOUP NO DRUMSTICK

I say: KNS LA I MUST COMPLAIN U NXT TIME

I say: YA LA KNS I AM STARVING . GOD DAMN SERVICE . THINK ABT IT IM STILL QUITE PISS IRRITATIN LO .

H.A.W.X says: GIVE US FUCKING GARLIC BREAD

I say: LOL

H.A.W.X says: LOL

I say: WALAO SOUP TO BREAD ?! GO DIE LA

H.A.W.X says: LOLOL

H.A.W.X says: 6 WINGS?

H.A.W.X says: NABEI

H.A.W.X says: ONLY 6?

H.A.W.X says: CB

I say: YA LA

H.A.W.X says: WAT IS THIS?

I say: ONE SOUP $3+

I say: 6 WINGS $10 ?!

I say: LOL

H.A.W.X says: wait

H.A.W.X says: isnt tht more hua

H.A.W.X says: LOL

I say: whr gt 6 SMALL WINGS $10 LEH

H.A.W.X says: IMAGINE THE WINGS IS LYK DAMN SMALL

H.A.W.X says: IMAGINE HIS RESPONSE

H.A.W.X says: NABEI HONGGAN LA

H.A.W.X says: WINGS SO SMALL

H.A.W.X says: FEED WHO?

H.A.W.X says: I PUBERTY BOY LEH

H.A.W.X says: HAHAHAHAHA

I say: LOLOLOL