couldnt really rmb what happen this few days -.-
i really think that i have stm -.-
aiya but who cares la can forgot things that i don't want to rmb .
sometimes i wish i could have an accident or what to erase my memory ._.
maybe then , i could start everything anew .
hais . n i think i need to right a diary to hlp me rmb things zz
holi endin soon .
& i just don't have e feel to STUDY .
coursework n coursework ):
math n math .
but i promised i wont have last min study alr so stress .
i feels so tired now ~_~
had been slpin late n wakin up early nowadays .
ohya i need to remind myself ,
that i watched Pelham 123 last sat .
nice show .
n watched Hannah Monana last last sat .
nice show too .
;D

fuck laaaa .
i shall rmb what i swear ,
i promised myself that .
& forgot how GOOD u are .
because u ain't one .
because i'm too naive .
because i always tot ur a GOOD person .
because i don't listen to what other ppl say .
because u are not e u anymore .
and no way will i ever be softhearted anymore .
no way will i ever have tt little feel for you .
and u know how hard is it to hate someone .
i'm just annoyed by things u did .
just be a lil bit more sensitive can ?
sometimes i will think of things i really regreted doin last time .
things i did last time i can only say sorry .
but things u did .
i can only say we are equal now .
i don't owe u anything now .
ok maybe what i have said is too bad .
ur good at times too .
and i hope this friendship wont end yeah .
sounds contradictin but ya .

to ... : i'm sorry . i cant hlp u whn u have probs , and whn i have probs , u are always tere for me , even if its smth tt makes u sad .

to ... : sorry . ur a nice person . and i'm a bad person .

to ... : maybe that friends foreva , a joke from me , turns things bad .
all i can say is , i'm really happy that time . and i don't wish to say anything anymore .

to ... : i know wad u did for me , i know i know it all , but i jus wont show it out , because i cant , i'm nt used to it .

to ... thanks for everything u did . i cant imagine life without you . must wait for me to repay u .

i think i have said things in my mind out .
no matter what happens ,
i think that life isnt really abt live n died right ?