had a dream on e day before ytd .
its like gt 2 diff thing at one time sia .
i dunno why .
dreamed of goin gentin , i forgt with who .
& e hotel is damn big & nice .
plus i dunno met who tere , thn was like v happy .
hais . guess i cn only be happy in my dreams .
& e other 1 i 4gt alr .

today . had boring talks blarblar .
aft tt went for interact meetin .
aft tt went to meet beechien with fiona & shijia .
went to bishan with them (:
look for job :X
i only go write on 1 .
others i dunwan :X
duno wan go do job or have tuition .
aft tt went to eat .
hais . no mood .
thn bused back to bowen .
went meet lisa & alvin .
saw some ppl which like long time nv see alr . lols .
aft tt homed .

hais . whose e one who sae wont make me sad , cry , stressed ?
20-27 . 5 days mre .
maybe they all are right .
its seems like 5 yrs to me .
whn im with you , my mind isnt .
i know its unfair , i know i am bad .
i just dun wish to explain things .
& for u . i tink i shld stop things tt will remind me of u .
hais wonderin why e world must be like tt .
no peace or whatsoever .
anw . realli thx to those who give advice ,
who made me happy all this while .
& k0r , sry to have disappoint u .
thx for e song , & jiayous for yr exam .

and really . ' cherish ' is v impt because things will nt turn back anymre .
i have learn this , & i always will rmb it .
excludin tt i may nt noe hw to .



i know i wont like u .
all those words .
it just hurts me because it just seems like , am i usin u ?
hais . & abt tt thing .
maybe i shld overcome it rather thn avoidin it .
i know probs , only started because we start thinkin of it .
bt i duno y cant i just put evrything down .
how i wish i could slp forever .
dun need wake up to see wad happen , gd news bad news .
hais . sux sux sux .