no use explainin .. u wont even care . ok its 1st tym im encountin dis . e mre i sae , mre probs will come .
maybe im use to xx & any other person givin in to me . u 2 are reali diff person . nw thn i noe hw much effort u put in whn i jus did nth . im gettin e same 'situation' nw . wad attitude i giv .. wad i did . e mre i tink e mre confuse . haas . depresion cmin thn blarblar ? nt surprisin if i went to hosp again . at least i feel e care & whatsoever . i have done wad i cn . maybe im e one makin u sad la . i will get out . u just be happy ba . y cn sm ppl be happy & cheerful whn dae have probs ? tink of it , i use to be in this way too . bt aft tt ting & smth tt happen . i reali cnt trust ppl especially ADULTS anymore . aft so many of their LIEDS . im finali cleva enuf nt to trust on them anymore . i use to be cheerful . bein e kaixin guo . bt wad i gt in e end ? saein me noisy . thn i dun tok lo . thn blarblar . ask me speak i oso dunwan liao . so dun blame evryting on me la . go reflect on yrself . so wad if u all are adults .
