2dae was my WORST dae in 2008 . din noe i will feel sad & cry for tt ? stupid rite . NVM . haiis . was totally no mood . rch sch in e mornin is lyk . alry veri bad liao . thn it start getting worst . haiis . life is lyk tt ? cnt gt high 2dae .. anw good job bowen band ! (: rch sch at around 8 .. went kpt . was lyk . i cn cry anytym liao . thn knew smth . it was lyk .. nvm . & i reali cnt control liao .. went bac gate wif sj .. tokin abt tings . thn started cryin . duno y . nv expected i will be sad for this ting . & i had e verge of smoking & drinkin . haas ? coz its lyk . i hav alry given up on myself . thx for letting me realise evryting ? & i walked around .. my leg was lyk pain la . bt its nt compared to my heart . its gd cryin alone . NVM . no one cares . & i may be throwing tt away liao . bt will see hw 1st. z anw , thx for all those who counsoled .. LIFE SUX . and i reali cnt be strong .
