zaaa .. sianzz larx ..

haiis .. even i myself despise myself nw ..

l0lx .. aiya .. evryting abt me e tings i do ..

all kns luhh ..

reali duno wad e hell i tinkin luhh ..

evryting juz seems so !@#

i dunwan be sad ..

bt i cnt contrl it ..

can i ever be HAPPY again ?

this sounds so unlikely to happen again luhh ..