haiis .. evryting jus start gettin worst for me .. haiis .. if i hav nt chose tt in e 1st place, evryting will nt end up lyk dis.. i shld hav listen to u all .. & wad i cn only sae is sry ): yr fren ask me wads stoppin me .. though i owaes sae duno.. bt it is jus tt i wan to avoid it .. maybe e ans is alry in my mind . maybe i shld nt even giv u e hope . am i reali waitin for smone else? haiis .. dun wait for me anymre.. find yr true happiness. im jus so nt worth it e. life will hav its up & down . i wan to be happi again . whn cn dis DOWN of life, be up again? ):
