Haiis .. y must my evrydae seems lyk tt?

i cnt contrl ppl mouth luhh ..

no use tellin oso ..

to u all .. its juz lyk havin fun larx ..

bt to me .. its lyk .. almost torturin ..

evry sec tt we tok .. suanin words will cm out ..

& i tot evryting tt is in e past wont be told again ..

haiis .. i DUNWAN to tell ..

bt u all .. wtf i wont care anymore le ..

i duno y im stil livin ..

wads motivatin me to go on ..

evryting i do juz seems so rong ..

i reali shld cherish e past ..